Corey

the thing that really haunts me about my whole relationship with Corey is i cant understand how we went from how it was to how it is now. when i think of him the first thing that always comes to my mind is a certain very sweet night. it was a Monday i think, for some reason we didn't have school that day or Tuesday. we had spent the whole day together hanging out with friends and just being crazy, it was one of those days that were just perfect you know. we ended up going back to our friend Arron's house and his parents weren't home. me and Corey locked ourselves in Arron's sisters room. it was assumed by everyone that we were having sex and i haven't corrected anybody on that fact to this day because the memory of what actually happened it kinda special to me. i just don't want anyone to ruin it, i don't know, kinda crazy i know. we just laid on the bed and held each other and told each other our secrets and hopes and dreams. it is my favorite moment/memory with him. so when i see him the first thing i think of is that and the second is how he is now calling me a whore and easy. i just don't understand how we went from that night to how it is now. its not that i have feelings for him anymore or anything like that its just so difficult to understand. it hurts to see someone that i used to care about so much now have a deep hate for me, no matter how big of a jerk he is.