native american

i really wish that i was native American. yea that's a little weird but i just find their traditions beautiful. i love how connected they are to their heritage. don't get me wrong i love! my heritage, i love being German and italian. i really want to learn how to speak German and maybe italian. (i know German is kinda an ugly language but i love it. i guess its a comfort thing because i heard it all through my childhood) i worry oddly that my kids wont be connected to their heritage. i really want my kids to feel a connection to it. i guess that's why i wish i was native American because they are so connect all through the generations. culture is such a great thing but i dont feel like people now a days really value it.