right thing

i hate that some times the right thing isnt the thing you want to do. i hate that some time what i need to do is some thing that is going to hurt some one else. the most teenage why i can say it is this sux! i would love to just say how i feel but i know its not the right time. i know that things will work out better if i dont but its so difficult to wait till than. everything feels so unfinished. its like im in the middle of the storie and the writer has an ending in mind but hasnt put it on paper yet. things are just so unstable. i wish things could be more balanced but i know thats for later. i guess that if things were all figured out now it would take the joy out of later. and a part of me understands that but the other part of me doesnt want to deal with this inbetween time.