losing my self

i havent wrote in here in a while. it makes me sad, it makes me feel like im losing part of who i am. as much as i say im good at writing and poems and stuff i dont write a whole lot. i want to be creative, i mean i am but i want it to fill more of a part of my life. i want to write more poems i want to draw more i just want to do more. i dont know im weird. i just dont want to loss what makes me me. i think im going to start writing poems and then drawing a picture to go with it. i think that would be awesome and it would force me to spend a good amount of time both writing the poem and drawing the picture. i like that idea.