mom

i hate when my mom does that. hate hate hate hate it! she just ignores me i could be in the same room as her trying to talk to her and she will just completely ignore me. its so childish and stupid. its not even that I'm bugging her or that I'm trying to get her to say yes to something. its nothing like that! any time i just try to talk about something that she doesn't feel like talking about she just ignores me. she does not have the ability to talk things out, she would just rather ignore me. its really hurtful. for example: i need to get senior pictures done as soon as possible because I'm not sure how soon i need to turn them in. as well I'm supposed to get them done before school starts and their is only about 2 weeks till school starts. she is supposed to get her friend to do them because she will probably give us a discount. OK kool that's fine i dont care who does them. so about once a week i have been asking her whats going on if the person has answered back to her email whatever. it has been 2 weeks sense she sent her email and the person has not answered back!!!!!!!! at all!!!!!!! OK I'm getting a little bit nervous that shes never going to answer back so tonight i asked if she had heard back from her. she said no so i said well shouldn't we call her or find some one else to do it cuz its been 2 weeks and she hasn't answered back. shouldn't we do that? guess who ignored me? OK shes sitting 2 feet away from me! you obviously heard me! and just because you dont want to deal with it doesn't mean that you can just ignore the problem! i still have to get senior pictures and obviously your friend is not getting back to you! but whatever dont talk to me about it that would be utter madness! I'm soo frustrated! and its so hurtful that she doesn't even care enough about the fact that I'm worried to talk it out with me. she just cares about herself and that's so just arggggggggg. i never feel good enough in this house i always feel like no one cares about me. i hate it so much.