hannah :)

i loveeeeeeeee my best friend hannah abbou!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she is so super awesome! lol but seriously i really do love her. i only met her at the beginning of this year and we only started to be really close these last few months but i feel like iv known her for forever. i cant be my absolute crazy and insane self that iv hidden from the world for so long around her. she makes me question going to Alaska because i dont want to leave her. i know i need to go but seriously its hard for me to think of leaving her. i think ill probably miss her the most. im so worried im going to move to Alaska and she is going to move on and get a new best friend and she will forget all about me. im also worried that i will allow myself to drop out of her life because im moving and i feel like she wont want to be friends with me when i move away. i dont know im weird im jst worried cuz i love her alot and i dont want her out of my life ever. i want her to be the friend iv had sense high school and were super close even when were 40 and have a zillion kids that are driven us crazy. i want her to be the friend i keep for the rest of my life, that no matter where i travel or what happens in my life i pick up the phone every day and tell her about it. she is my nana osaki.