Garret

so i have this really close family friend and his name is Garret. iv known him sense is was born and my family has known him for longer. i have always had a little school girls crush on him. this crush is completely and most definitely stupid. only because he is 24 so hummm 5 years older than me, I'm like his little sister, and he has a kid. but never the less every time i see Garret my heart goes crazy lol. he'd never look at me twice but that boy is cute!!! when I'm around him the dialogue in my head is so ridiculous. like he likes banana peppers and i hate them so this is the dialogue going on in my head: "oh you like banana peppers?" "well i don't, were a perfect match." "it doesn't matter that you have a kid and its completely illegal." "it will all work out because we will always have banana peppers." "i could order them with every meal and you can eat them because i hate them." see I'm completely crazy in my mind around him hahaha and obviously you cant base a relationship around banana peppers sooo I'm thinking its not going to happen. darn