reminising

i love looking back at my journal entries but i hate it at the same time. its kool to look back and remember what i was feeling or thinking in that moment but i realise how stupid i was! i just see how completely immature i was but i thought that i was soo mature. even now i think that I'm a pretty mature person but i know later i will read my journals are see i was an idiot. it just makes me cringe to read what i thought my life would be like now. its so completely different and I'm so glad it is. I'm such a typical teenager and i cant think in future tense. i cant think or understand that things could be any different than they are right now. and that is the down fall of the youth because life is always changing and even in a few days things can be completely different than before.