different time

some times i wished i lived in a different time. maybe the 50s or 1800s when girls had less choices. yea that sounds so crazy, im a girl i should be all like yeah womens rights! lol no im werid and would like less chioces. i wish i lived in a time when my life was pretty much already planned out for me. like: you are women you become a cheerleader, you date high school football star, you get married, you have 2.5 kids, you are a stay at home mom, your a pta mom, than you die. case closed end of story. ok so maybe i wouldnt really like that in fact i would proably go crazy be a rebel that disgraces the family and wears pants instead of a dress just to piss off my parents. yea im thinken thats how it would really go considering cheerleading, football stars, 2.5 kids, and pta make me sick to my stomach. but when i just have a ton of uncertainy in my life i tend to wish i could have a lot less choices. so that i would know exactally were im going. i hate not knowing things, im the most curiuos person ever. i want to know everything, i want to know what to do and why im doing it and how its going to be done. i hate not knowing the answers to those questions. i guess life would be a lot more boring if i always knew how things would turn out but at the same time i cant stand not knowing. argggggggggg