past

so I'm gona put but some old journal entries later tonight. i figure if I'm going to do this whole letting people inside my head thing than i should do it right. i think that you should be able to see my past because even though its over its still a part of who i am. just to warn you i will put what i wrote word for word so if its completely crazy so be it. ill explain what was going through my life at the time and what i was thinking while writing it if i remember. also I'm going to put up some of my poetry (at some point probably not today). it might be awful but i kinda like it so I'm gona put it any ways.